Thursday, November 24, 2005

good morning

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

target :-)

Change the target if u can't change yourself

steam bf

for the last few days i have been enjoying steam breakfast. It helped me get away from my sickness. This is really amazing, i suffered around 2 months last year same time,later when i got cold for few weeks and now this time its just a matter of a week.
So now i am equipped with one steam generator, and a tumbler heater, both of them help me down the virus effect on me.

its like a heaven, inhaling steam, i really enjoyed it.

yesterday i was watching a movie called "Ghost and the darkness", it looked good to me.

"You build bridges, you have to go to rivers" a nice message (if you are a engineer who build bridges across rivers). One will really enjoy putting up soil over water (building bridge)..

Ditachment and Indifference

I have been thinking of writing on this topic. A very interesting topic.

Ditachment is something where you get rid of the desires, Indifference means to be ignorant of the situations. and Yoga says we have to have ditachment but not indifference, the difference between this 2 look thin.

Getting rid of desires doesnt mean one has to go to himalayas and do prayers there.
Its that we have control over our thought process, which in turn will control the body.

It is the perception that makes us to cry, laugh and feel. we are just part of the universality but any different from is the senses which make us feel different.

A good personality understands the relations, honors others especially the loved ones. Very often we happen to discard our very close beloved ones like parents ,siblings, spouse or the kids etc.

It is the internal peace that gives us the contentment. Respect your parents, love your siblings and care for your kids.

Most important thing i wanted to think of is "Trying to understand". Understand your loved ones. Probably they are worried much about you rather than themselves?. Its nice that you have great family which cares for you.

Some times the generation gap creates chaos in the family. kids feel their parents are not understanding them, and parents think their children are not listening to them...

Most of the cases, it is the parents responsiblity that they should bring up children in the proper way.

If there is only one boy/gal in the house, Often they were given too much of everything distracting proper mental growth causing them to suffer when they have to lead their own life.

Childhood forms very essence of the life, for each one of us. Hitler had bad childhood and then he took revenge. Some were motivated by nature and became great artists.

Today's thought of the day on the office notice board is interesting.

"To succced, you should have desire of success more than the fear of failure".. Wonderful isnt it?

To have a great living, one should not be scared of anything including death.

Miles to go

I felt very happy about the financial adjustment i was able to do, thanks to two of my friends, who made it possible. now a nice house is just few months away.

But then am i neglecting myself?... the thought itself is scary. I dont want to neglect myself. Lots of dreams from childhood. To do different things in diffent ways.. There are plenty of tasks i got to finish.. should be quick and active lest i will become a drop in the ocean of very ordinary lives.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005


The health again looks negative. the throad infection leading to cold, cough and fever is now crossed the initial steps making me feel.

It has been just few weeks (just before diwali) i got cure for the same problem. But now it want to hurt me again. so sad.

I am trying to avoid all the late night activities. decided not to go to any 10 PM movie, and staying late in office when its not required etc. weather is not good as its winter. stay home and sleep have a thick blanket.

I think of my grand mother, when i was kid, and studying in jadcherla, she took care of me like anything. she took me to hospital and did took attention to minute things so that i get cured as soon as possible. I wish to have such caring.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

updates (2W11M2005Y)

this week, i have been calling my parents regarding the house construction status. At last today we started house construction. One more target is on the way.

Saturday, November 05, 2005


Today is made working day, beacuse of the power problem last couple of days were like half working days, so the management wanted us to work today.

Today i enjoyed bike riding.. was driving at 60 - 70 with out any problem... Thanks to the long weekend for IT people, Bangalore traffic problem got a temporary solution :-).

I enjoyed the company of shiva and shilpa at papagal. my trip to Bhallan pally was bit different this time. staying that many days there is really tough task (praveen ran away to hyderabad in couple of days, but i remained there). 3 days of severe cyclone created lots of problems in the village, created big loss for some of the crops which are at reaping stage.

Other thing that scared me was my house in the village. we thought its going to collapse, water was pouring from holes made by ants on ceiling(As it is made up of wood and soil). But my father was confident that it wont happen, he had a great reason we placed enough support wooden pillars, so only thing my father was doubting was walls may fall down, because of too much of watering into the walls.
Luckily the days went without creating any disaster.

I was talking with my parents about the alliances for me. But i wanted to go slow in marriage stuff. first let me fullfil my family commitments, and then want to think of self. on the other side, I do need a good companion in life, both mentally and physically. The few friends i have are getting busy with work or their relationship with other friends. Even then life time decisions should be proper. any hectic decision regarding marriage may spoil existing comfort levels too. Any how i am eager to see who is going to be my companion. Will she really understand me? or life is going to be chaos? I thought i will be having a love-marriage. not just me, but most of the relative/neibours might have thought like that. I wanted to try, but it didnt work out. Humans build walls in the name of cast & creed etc. But GOD must be having some amazing plan for my life. So now just awaiting for that magical person.

I am getting confidence in driving now, As i have to travel alone most of the time, bike is really helping me. Essentially i bought vehicle only to learn driving. Ofcourse a costly affair for my budget. Even then its timely decision to buy the vehicle. I got my RC book today.

Work looks sober,there is change of the lead. I think current tech lead is 4th lead to me in a month or so, and the work is 3rd assignment. Is there going to be any trouble? Any how i got to be cautious about career and do more learning.

Friday, November 04, 2005

video uploads

there is some site which allows us to upload video, just now i registered and uploaded the video clips that i took at Rameshwaram few months back.
Here is the link for this