Thursday, June 30, 2005

disappointed feedback

The release has got negative feedback asking why some "proposed UI" which were not clear of, was not part of the release.

I felt we deserved some appreciation. disappointed to see it not happening.

Some more presentations

http://www.chariotsolutions.com/javalab/slides.jsp

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

nice tech presentations

http://www.purpletech.com/talks.jsp

june 2005, a month of hectic activities

Yes, it has been bit hectic. There have been fights, both in professional life and personal life. many things which i didnt wanted are happening. and the gap between me and the world seems growing. But i like the fights with world, because it makes sure that i will not be lazy and keep working on my goals. and the other reason is that the more i fight with the society the more it remembers me atleast for wrong reasons.

I became more alone in personal life, i dont understand what could suffice this. Ofcourse i was always weak in personal relationships, was trying hard to meet all the commitments i have, and the truth is i always wanted to be commited, and meet the commitments. But still things dont happen as we want. the other day i was remembering a saying "If something can go wrong, it will go, and at the worst possible time".

There have been tough times, lot of pain which made me cry, some times i just wonder do i really worth of my life? but then i do console myself (ha ha no other way around) i strongly believe i am doing worth of what i can do, and i wish to do justice to the role given to me by god. Life is something wondeful. I often get amazed by the thought of life. How wonderful god acts are!. The polymorphism of the material, it's simply superb. There exist the stone, sand and living beings. everything is made up of the very same material but having different functionality.

The recreation of the material, the amoeba, hydra etc, which get destroyed to created new ones, and the trees which grows seeds or roots giving raise to another trees, the birds which lay eggs, the mammals, growing of tender ones inside one's stomach and the delivery and the feeding of them.

It just fascinates me, some times i wonder the engineering skills of the god, and of human.

The worshipping of god in the human form( i do know the god's existance in another animal forms, in human community).

creating the living from non-living and making the living join the non-living, the birth and the death, its amazing concept.


Oh its going too big. let me stop with few thoughts..

Begging in new forms
Begging for human and money is going in different form, thing that attracted my attention is a news in a daily about some beggers making kids weak intentionally and rent them for begging for 10 or 12 rupees. This is something scaring me. Cant we see a world where everybody will be having what they need, and having nothing which could distrub other people?

The modern india A -380

I was reading some other artical which was talking of indian aviation problems of handling A -380 planes. seems for every 3 A -380 indian aviation industry owns, one should be flying.. The perils of infrastructure problem(here parking for planes)

Thats all for now, time to start work

:-)

Link Analysis Iteration 1

Yesterday we wrapped up the link analysis tool and sent it to product management. so formally we released the iteration 1 of Link analysis tool.

Its nice to see this happening.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Interesting words

As you get older three things happen. The first is
your memory goes, and I can't remember the other
two...
-- Sir Norman Wisdom

Guys are like dogs. They keep coming back. Ladies are
like cats. Yell at a cat one time...they're gone.
-- Lenny Bruce

One of the most difficult things in the world is to
convince a woman that even a bargain costs money.
-- Edgar Watson Howe

A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and
tolerates your success!
-- Doug Larson

When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new
bike. Then I realised that The Lord doesn't work that
way, so I stole one and asked him to forgive me.
-- Erno Philips

I only go to work on days that don't end in a 'y'.
-- Robert Paul

We spend the first twelve months of our children's li
ves teaching them to walk and talk and the next
twelve telling them to sit down and shut up.
-- Phyllis Diller

Laughter is the closest distance between two people.
-- Victor Borge

Start every day with a smile and get it over with.
-- W.C. Fields

Everything is funny as long as it is happening to
somebody else.
-- Will Rogers

Always get married early in the morning. That way, if
it doesn't work out, you haven't wasted a whole day.
-- Mickey Rooney

Women now have choices. They can be married, not
married, have a job, not have a job, be married with
children, unmarried with children. Men have the same
choice we've always had: work or prison.
-- Tim Allen

If you never want to see a man again, say, 'I love
you, I want to marry you. I want to have children...'
- they leave skid marks.
-- Rita Rudner

I'm not afraid to die. I just don't want to be there
when it happens.
-- Woody Allen

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the
answer but wish we didn't.
-- Erica Jong

Don't take life too seriously, you'll never get out of
it alive.
-- Elbert Hubbard

Always and never are two words you should always
remember never to use.
-- Wndell Johnson

In life, it's not who you know that's important,
it's how your wife found out.
-- Joey Adams

I've been in love with the same woman for forty-one
years. If my wife finds out, she'll kill me.
-- Henry Youngman

Have you noticed that all the people in favour of
birth control are already born ?
-- Benny Hill

Thanks to suresh gade

Monday, June 27, 2005

Trip to rameswaram

It was a nice trip to rameswaram. I thank my friends P.R and Arun they took all the strain they can take to make my trip a memorable one. i thought its going to be a picnic kind of thing, but it became more than that.

The ramanatha temple,sea, the beautiful island, and arun house where i stayed, everything is great. it was nice trip.

I wanted to see kanyakumari too, even i booked tickets but when we went to rameswaram bustand, we were told that the bus break down. so we returned home.

Arun house is in thangachi madam(second stage or murugan koil stop as i remember).

I enjoyed the fresh air, the sweet water, the temple theerthas. everything was great.

Trip went fine, but i returned with a dull heart, the accident that happened on the way near gandhigram (some 11 KM from dindigal) where a car rammed into bus, it was pathetic even to listen my co passengers in KSRTC bus.

The difference between life and death is matter of few seconds, even it may be unknown. those who die in sleep are lucky they even dont realize before it happens it or we can say they never know it.


The world is amazing, but i dont know i always find difficulty in adjusting to it.
:-)

Arun and peddhi..(as he calls her :-) ) Posted by Hello

i think this is called laxmana theertham Posted by Hello

Again in sea water Posted by Hello

Near dhanuskoti Posted by Hello

at the famous rameshwaram temple 3rd carridor. i dont know why moon is with me..that time :-) Posted by Hello

me at theertham no 18 (as i remember :-) ) Posted by Hello

inside the rameswaram temple, me taking theertham bath. I took the 22 holy theerthams inside the temple Posted by Hello

Arun and friends.. (Ravi, bala) Posted by Hello

me at Rama padam temple Posted by Hello

Rameswaram TV tower its big one. Posted by Hello

A view of the rameswaram sea side Posted by Hello

me again, i liked the background the serene sea and the fishing boats Posted by Hello
me again//--`9 Posted by Hello

me on the road bridge Posted by Hello

i was not able to visit see kanyakumari, because the bus in which i booked tickets broke down. this photo is at Rameswaram bustand Posted by Hello

Tourist places in and around rameshwaram Posted by Hello

School children in rameswaram Posted by Hello

The railway bridge who connects the island with rest of india. The speciality of this bridge is that it gets opened when ships come, rest of the time it does its work (railway bridge) Posted by Hello

Arun my friend who helped me through out the rameshwaram trip. Thank you arun for everything. It was so nice of you. Posted by Hello

in front of Kalam house..  Posted by Hello

The sea at rameshwaram Posted by Hello

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Weekend trip to south india

I am leaving for rameshwaram this night. I am eagerly looking to see rameshwaram and kanyakumari. I heard lot of kanyakumari. hope i will be able to see that place and also the near by places. its going to be a 3 day visit for me. so i think i will be getting enough time.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Dare to Fail

Yes, absolutely. Success always comes for those who dare to fail after dedicated attempt towards the goal. It could be anything. The goal could be a good job, or a getting admission into a school/college, love or could be anything.

Success always runs away from those who are scared of failures. Infact as the saying "Failures are stepping stones to success", each failure is a step ahead towards success in life. and ofcourse i assume here that there is enough dedication, persistance and courage to achieve what we want.

Great people like world reknowned scientists had great failures who gave us electricity , train, planes the computer etc... The list goes on.


I think success if comes at first instance of attempt, Its fine and good. But there is nothing wrong in repeated attempts. Because there are more than enough examples who were turned down by the fate or the society for their initial attempts to invent/discover something new.

There is nothing big being as human and still living a ordinary life. I think god has created each of us for a reason. May that is what we have been doing. And we need to have attention and dedication towards our goals.


Yes some times we do forget out goals and desires or to be honest they get suppressed by the worldly things. A guy may forget all his dreams, while trying to make his gal friend happy. or a person might have been allured to deviate from the original goals because of the worldly things say drinks or the lust or some may be just lazy enough to forget their goals.


Once i was reading a magazine which spoke of a small kid who takes sand in his hand and slowly lets it to fall down from hands. The author was actually referring to man who leaves off his goals. Yes I feel this is something terrible, which never get distracted. A small compromise is ok but not the full life. You may prefer to fall down to raise again, but the thing that requires here is the raising again.


yes, sometimes we do need to sacrifice some short time pleasures for the long term goals. But the successful people felt its worth of it. We do need to take pains and troubls, if we have to achieve the intended goal.

The warning is never ever forget what you want to be. Dont kill your ambitions. But at the same time be sure that is what you want. Never get demotivated by worldly things. Some people do get confused on what they want to be. Ask your heart "What exactly you want to be". Ask it now, and ask it after some time and keep on asking it, if the answer matches everytime, you can take it for granted that that is what you want.
:-)

And finally

All the best

Shilpa and Shiva Posted by Hello

My parents with their grand children Posted by Hello

Full Family without me Posted by Hello

Full family sans Sudharshan  Posted by Hello

Shilpa and Shiva - Happy mood with toys Posted by Hello