I have been involving myself in work all the time, making sure that i dont have any effective free time. but seems like there is big vacuum in life, something is missing severely which i dont know. When i get time to myself, there is a big turbulance which i dont know, but getting me hurt a lot.
I am bit scared of being alone. I dont want to run away from myself. But i am trying to figure out what could be missing from me.
Any how the immediate run away solution is read more books, and get more tech stuff which could make me busy. Ofcourse this is just a workaround.